almost over.

im sooooo done.
my brain has checked out of college and is ready to experience the next step in my life.
but what is that?? im so confused.

i had an interview yesterday with a really awesome ministry that i would love to work for. but the pay is not so great. i would really kind of like to still do the peace corps. i dont really know what to think anymore. i thought i had it figured out... but i didnt. now im freaking out. again.

i just know that im ready to stop writing papers and move on.
but what does that look like i have no idea.

this sucks.

senioritis and the changing of times.

so i definitely have a major case of senioritis.

last thursday i had a midterm due.
now this wasnt just any midterm.
this midterm was intense. my dispensational theology midterm.
not sophomore level theology... senior level theology. as in the highest theology class my college offers.
there were 5 questions. each worth 20 points.
each question had four or five questions in it that we had to answer.
each answer could be no more than 2 pages but it was hard to answer them in less than one.
i spent somewhere around 8 hours on this midterm.
long story short. i lost all of it with the exception of one and a half questions.
not only did i lose it, but i lost it an hour before it was due.
ouch.
there were tears involved.
but nevertheless i redid it and turned it in today.

i spent my lovely easter break at home. i was excited to be home. i miss my family. my brother is almost taller than me which is scary. my mom and i had fun shopping for dresses for graduation. and my dad is always the same and i love him so much. for easter two of my aunts came over. my grandma came over. and i had four and a half cousins over (my cousin Jason's wife is pregnant). Kaylee and Brent are getting so big. they are adorable. i love my family. i am so blessed to have such a big family where mostly everyone gets along and we all talk and love each other.


i was not ready to come back here to grand rapids. i wanted to stay at home, but my friend who was driving me needed to be back to go to school today. so last night and today i have been a little homesick which is a weird feeling. i don't think i will be home again before graduation.

things are changing and i am excited and scared all at the same time. i should be having a phone interview pretty soon with the program director at a ministry in Vermont. i really want to work for this ministry. i am hoping that i will get the chance to soooo bad. if i get the job i will be moving to vermont when i get back from Romania. =] so potentially in august.

things are exciting.

33 days until graduation.
50 days until romania.

<3