sometimes i just dont know...
sometimes it is clear and sometimes it is fuzzy.
sometimes i think i know what i am doing, so i dive in... full force... and then realize i have gone too deep.
sometimes i wonder if i ended up with so much dislike for a place and time in my life, that i am too afraid i will end up in that place and time again, so instead of facing it, i run from it... i run as far away as i can go. some day i will have to face it though. that day will be ugly.
sometimes my imagination and my dreams can get too high.
sometimes i wish things were different.
the "what ifs" are running around in my mind. dancing and prancing. running circles and singing. so many "what if" questions...
sometimes i plan too much, sometimes i don't plan enough.
sometimes i forget.
sometimes this is harder than i remember, harder than i think it should be, and harder than i think i can handle.
sometimes... most times... more often than not... all the time... i worry more than i should. but i can't help it.
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